June 18th, 2017
— A list of things he had done that I felt qualified as abusive. I had yet to learn the things about abuse that I have since learned. I knew he was abusive, I just wasn’t able to put into words exactly what he was doing.
It has gotten so much worse.
— Uncovered snake to mow. Fen went out and got into it. I got yelled at for not covering dead snake back up instead of him getting rid of it after he ran it over.
"Don't touch things I do. Leave it alone. If I put something somewhere you don't touch it. Why would you move the board, its stupid. Now I'm gonna have to take him to the vet if he starts bleeding from a snake bone."
Me: "why didn't you pay attention to the dog? I have all four of them out and I make sure they don't get into it"
Him: "Didn't think about it"
Somehow this is my fault...I tell him I'm tired of the way he talks to me. I busted my ass today. He tells me whatever, ok, go back out to your tent.
—Taking mower off he yelled at me the whole time, acted like a maniac and ended up dropping the mower on my hand. Black and blue finger. Cuts his toe, gets pissed off and says I'm done, I'm bleeding.
Mowed lawn, moved tent, took care of Mom- cleaned her/cooked for her, took care of dogs,fed them both am and pm which is normal now, did dishes, hung up laundry.
— I ask him to turn the volume down on the TV. Tells me he never changes the volume on the tv so he doesn't have to get up and do it when I ask him to yet he treats me like his slave. I'm at his beckon call and he acts like I'm pulling his teeth out when I ask for anything.
