May 12th, 2019
A list regarding things that made me feel like shit. Details after list and in the post from May 13th - a text to his brother.
Fritos
Not strong
Flip burgers
Can’t cope
Fritos: I ate a bag of his Fritos. He was stuck home, (he is a caretaker for his mom) and called me, losing his mind because I ate the Fritos. He demanded I go buy him another bag and bring them to him because no, he “could not wait until tomorrow to get them, he wanted them now. And if I hadn’t eaten them he would have them.” So, I went and bought him 5 bags of fucking Fritos and drove the 40 minute round trip to bring him his fucking Fritos. And wouldn’t you know? He didn’t even eat them.
Not strong: I told him that a family member had always commented on how strong and brave I am. He did not agree and he let me know that. “I don’t think you’re strong. I think whoever told you that was wrong and just wanted to make you feel good.”
Flip Burgers: We lived in the middle of nowhere. The nearest gas station is 20 minutes away; everything is 20 minutes away. So, there aren’t many job prospects for someone whose career is in the fashion industry. “I don’t care if you’re working doing something that you want to do. You can go flip burgers for all I care.”
Can’t cope: His declaration that I can’t cope with anything. (No shit, asshole.)
